Chooo Choooo....

I lost my train of thought!...It's been missing for a while now :(

if you find it, by any chance at all, please let me know.

Signed,

Owner.

image via Bengalooru Baadshah

Psalm 121

Lord, I will lift my eyes to the hills
Knowing my help is coming from you
Your peace you give me, in time of the storm
You are the source of my strength
You are the strength of my life
I lift my hands in total praise to you!


Yes, it's the concise (song by Richard Smallwood) version but it's been in my head all day. My brain feels like mush...my research work is suffering from mushed-brain syndrome with side-effects of laziness, zero-motivation and overall "blaa-ness." I'm praying for some direction in life...you know, once again, the big golden arrow showing me exactly where to go and what to do and HOW to do it all. Until then, I believe and I recieve all that's been promised. amin!

I'm a Libra ?!?

So, I'm really not into zodiac signs and bla bla... but in my usual style of procrastination, I decided to look up the personality traits of a Libra woman from all sorts of random websites and here's what the consensus was:

- only sign not represented by a human or animal...makes a libra naturally unique
- The sign (scales) represents a libra's need to be fair and balanced in everything in a detached way
- slight perfectionist
- has good observation and perception skills
- narcisstic
- desires popularity
- loves art and beauty
- loves intellectual conversations
- hates being rushed, or making pressured decisions
- loves mingling
- has a natural ability to make relationships work
- though self-sufficient, is not happy alone
- thinks like a man, but reasons like a woman
- freedom-loving

Although some of these (good and bad) are true...I find it very hard to agree with a chunk of 'em. But I guess that's what the general idea is about the libra. Aaah well, thank God my stars don't determine everything about me :)

Ok, i'm getting back to work. Gosh!


image via: libra.arollo.com

I wrote a good omelet...

I wrote a good omelet...and ate a hot poem...
after loving you...

Buttoned my car...and drove my coat home...
in the rain...
after loving you...

I goed on red...and stopped on green...
floating somewhere in between...
being here and there...
after loving you...

I rolled my bed...turned down my hair...
slightly confused but... i don't care...

Laid out my teeth...and gargled my gown...
then i stood...and laid me down...
to sleep...
after loving you

- Nikki Giovani

"If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or

reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want,

and all that is left is a compromise."

-Robert Fritz

The kid in the corner...

There's always that kid in the corner...
that kid that's alone...
that kid that pretends to want to be alone because he's that kid that was never really noticed...

Would you please say hello...
or maybe nod like you even see me...

Would you please make an excuse...
when you don't invite me out with the other kids...

Would you please pretend to care...
when you see me bent over, red-eyed, holding back tears

You might not care for me, but sometimes it's okay to pretend to...
I dress in grey, hoping i'll blend into the walls, giving you reason to not notice me...

Then i can say "Ah, my colors didn't stand out - that's why I'm so invisible"

La vita e bella!

I'll admit... it's been a while! At first, I wasn't updating my blog because I was busy being a student... and then I had nothing to write about....and then I had too much to write about (and started writing but never finished any actual post)...and then I went on a mini-holiday ...and now, I'M BACK ;)

My birthday was last week...yaaay! Went to St. Helier with my family and I had the most AMAZING time. I'm not sure it had a lot to do with the place - I know it had a whole lot to do with the people. I was surrounded by so much love that I wanted to cry every other second... lol... and i'm sooooo not that person! No, really...i'm not! It was just so freaking overwhelming!

So...what next? More of the same, probably! I realize that I'm not much of a party animal, as i'm still recovering from the mild (but endless) partying last week...hehehe! But really, all i've learnt in the last couple of weeks is to try to live life to the fullest...otherwise you get to miss out on sooo much that's out there....and really, you only get one shot at life!

That being said, I've played soooo much that I have a huge amount of research work to get back to *scream* ... like, yesterday....if I want to graduate any second soon! I guess it helps that i'm majorly jet-lagged right now so I'm waking up crazy early....now I just need to actually get work done While I'm awake.

OK, it's over and out for me. I'm off to start my day the proper way.

God bless!

xoxo ;)