Tuesday, May 5, 2009

if you look riiiight in the center of the bubble, you'll find me. I like my bubble - most times. Other times i get reaaallly bored and feel the need to expand the bubble. And then things get confusing/complicated and i know it's time to shrink the bubble back to safe-size. hehe! What can i say?...i'm a simple gal and i like simple things :)

Update: ended up seeing ghosts of girlfriends past. Light movie. Entertaining nonetheless. The usual feel-good chick-flick. lol!

Happy Cinco De Mayo!!!

Song for the day: Without you. lyrics here

It's been a good day. Who woulda thonk it?! No rain - just random threats of drizzles. I managed to get quite a bit of work done today so i'm giving myself a nice pat on the back. Plus i remembered to eat earlier than i have in the past two days - yaay! I was starting to get worried about myself - afterall, i love food...but i just wasn't eating. (womp, womp!) Also, i'm gonna go see a movie later on - can't decide which yet...i might just show up at the movie theatre and watch whatever's showing at the time... ya know, suprise myself... lol!

other than that, not much going on here. Still going through my "tune up" which hasn't been as easy as i'd expected it would be but it's worth it so i'll forge on!

i'll let ya know how it goes at the movies.

'til then.... xoxo;

Monday, May 4, 2009

I Speak Life...

Been listening to the Donald Lawrence album all day and that song, I Speak Life, seemed to be exactly what I needed for the day. It's been a rainy day - in more ways than one. And now i understand the saying "When it rains, it pours." But as my optimistic self, i'll see the rain as showers of blessings and nothing else. Today, I speak life!

lyrics here

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Refocusing/Recentering

aaah, it's about that time to take a step back again and refocus. I realize that every once in a while i get really distracted by life and forget the things that are most important to me. So i give myself a check every once in a while and a "tune-up"...lol...kinda like the way you would a car, to make sure it's in perfect running condition. So, what does the tune-up entail?... basically it's just less TV, way less useless internet usage, fewer calls (i think i've managed to cut down on calls already anyways), no junk food, more Bible-reading, more praying, more focus on schoolwork, daily workout ...hmm, i think that's about it!

I've had a good day though. Church was fantastic and I got way more out of it than i expected going in.A brand new perspective on The Lord's Prayer. It's funny how i've said this prayer for years and still, there was a newer way to look at it. Amen! Gym was good too but now i ache like mad...research - hmm, i'm still yet to do real work today...seems like it's gonna be a long night! Spent hours going through pictures from my sister's wedding week and I couldn't help but feel a little homesick... i'm sure i'll get over it in another week or so. But altogether, it's been an enlightening day (estoy contenta!) and I feel like i could take over the world right now.. hehe.. okay maybe not...okay maybe a little...fine, we'll see! :p

alright alright... i'm gonna get to work now.

xoxo ;)

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Friday, May 1, 2009

may day! may day!


keyword: made

Now, this may seem random but it's the story of my life. Lol! In an effort to keep busy, perhaps to stay awake (and obviously avoid funky breath) I keep chewing minty gum, eating minty chocolates... and bla bla... and it makes me hungrier than i was before i started. One would think i'd stay away from mint but i keep going back, 'til i get this random sharp pain in my tummy screaming "hungeeerrrr!!!"

So, what's the plan? I'm gonna stay off minty stuff for a while (apart from toothpaste/ mouthwash of course), and try to find alternate gum flavors etc. I'll let you know how that goes.

Other than that, it's the start of yet another month. 2009 seems to be going by so quickly - geez! I'm going back to the drawing board and checking out my list of things i need to get done this year. I refuse to let another year just pass me by without it being abso-freaking-lutely fantastic, while achieving greatness- like i know i can. I guess i'm just tired of feeling slacker-ish (or something to that effect). This would probably mean more blog material, since i'll be keeping busy - weehooo!

I really need to start putting up my weekly soundtracks again. This week has had a random collection so far. Let's see if i can put together the top 5:

1. This is our last goodbye - Scarlet Johansson
2. Pretty wings - Maxwell
3. Know - Lami ft. M.I
4. Bumper to bumper - Wande Coal
5. Golden - Chrisette Michelle

Thursday, April 30, 2009

April's almost over...

but it's just the beginning of many many great things for me. I look forward to the rest of 2009 with great optimism...aaaah!

yea, i've been missing for a while - yet again! Went home for my sister's wedding and it was absolutely fantastic but super-busy. I was like the freaking energizer bunny for the week and a half i was home...but it was so great being around all my family members. But alas, now i'm back in SC with a crazy load of work that needs to be done. But i'm up for the challenge :p

I'll be sure to put up random pictures from my trip later. For now i'll leave y'all w/ a song from one of my fav artists - Maxwell. I absolutely love his music and i almost always feel like crying just listening to him - lol! Anyways, here's "pretty wings," which is the first single off his new album. Mmm, can't wait to get it!




lyrics here

Thursday, April 9, 2009

...

i.wan't.to.go.to.THERE!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I'z back ninjas....

Yeaa... it's been one of those series of days that just roll into each other with lots of work to do and no time to do it and me telling myself that if i'm not really working then i shouldn't really be blogging either...even though i did finally get around to doing some work but the blogging part...naaaah! I guess for once i didn't have very much to say but i'm back now...kinda sorta!

Soo... what have I been up to? let's see.....

aah, i'm trying to actually spend some more days in school now instead of working from home - so all images up there are from school work (except from my likkle macbook that i love so much and just had to get a picture of... lol)...

Then, i've been exercising...i've managed to keep it to a 5-day (per week) minimum so far and i'm pretty impressed with myself. It's basically just been cardio, yoga and pilates...

now i just hope i can drag myself out of bed early enough for my pilates class tomorrow :$

For whatever reason, the weather has been crap the last couple of days and doesn't seem to be getting any better. Unfortunately, my body "system" reacts horribly to rapid changes in weather so right now, i've got a cold/cough and i've totally lost my voice. I sound....ODD! (but apparently it's amusing to others :| ) ... so now, nyquil and i have a love thang going on - it's the only thing that gets me to sleep peacefully without any random congestion-induced headaches. I love you Nyquil!!!!

see (below), just last week, it was nice and sunny and people were laying in the grass and driving with their tops down... why did the sunshine have to go away?!?!?!

tell me why?!?!

Oh, and these last set of images are just - random! I had to take a picture of the girl's outfit 'cause i really really could NOT understand what she was going for with it?!?! lmao...oh, and mama got herself a new pair of shoes ;)

Other than that, it's more of the same really. Working hard on my research 'cause i'm taking a 2wk break before the end of semester for a family event and i'm trying to make up for future lost time *gasp* wish me luck?!

off to get meself 8 yummy hours of shut-eye!

xoxo ;)

Friday, April 3, 2009

tick tock...

watching the the time go by
i hear each tick & each tock
and yet i remain a sitting duck
unable to move, unable to plan
i sit, i stare, i wait... for what, i don't understand
yet i watch the time go by

unable to move, unable to plan
Oh Lord, please help me understand

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

...

too tired to blog... i'll resume tomorrow...

just remembered this song and thought i'd share

R.Kelly's "I can't sleep" -
aah, the days when he was the ish... i love this song, though i haven't heard it in years...just randomly popped into my head :)

enjoy!

gnite all :)

Oh, and another one by Shai "Comforter" .... aah, i thought these dudes (well, not all :P) were so cute at the time... ahem

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

:( try again!!

image via eitr

word for today...

'...they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength...' Isaiah 40:31

continue reading here

i feel like i needed this somehow...

goodnight all :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

So...

(Click image for larger view)
The past few days in summary...

Weather :- cold w/ random threats of snow (wtf... it's the END of march!)
Mood :- blaah & blaaaaaaaah
Soundtrack :- keri hilson's album... (fave tracks - change me, knock you down, make love)
PhD research progress :- not great, not good...lots of red scribbles on white board making NO sense...i'm at a point where i feel totally clueless... ARGH!!!
Exercise progress :- not bad (2 pilates classes, 1 yoga class...no cardio)
Diet :- carbs have been my friend these last few days...cancelling out exercise progress
Weekend funtivities :- saw "I love you, man"...funny (more guy-movie-funny though)...tried writing a poem/rap in spanish, english, yoruba & french (lol, don't judge me)
Stress reliever: my random lil' squeegee thingie (green & yellow in above collage)

...as i said i would, i'm taking random pictures every day now :)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

warm & fuzzies...

watching The Notebook. I think this is the first time i'm actually watching the entire movie... gives me the warm and fuzzies :) I actually find that i love most books by Nicholas Sparks that i've read and the movie adaptations haven't been half-bad...The first book of his that i read was The Wedding and i loved every second of it. I think it's a very good read for men - married, or thinking about it - but alas, no man really wants to "get in touch with his feelings." Ok, i'm getting back to my movie now...

xoxo ;)

image via Starpulse

Saturday, March 28, 2009

It's Sa-ti-daay!

I feel good about today...about the upcoming week. I've got so much to do and seemingly too little time, but I know i can can can :)

If God is for me, who can be against me?!

image via Overflowing

photo-blogging

I've decided that i'm gonna start taking more pictures...even of the seemingly mundane moments (and i guess i get a bunch of those in my lil' village). But now, when i look back on the things that seemed so simple, I find that those are the things that make me smile... and i wish i took more pictures. So yea, i'm gonna be that annoying person holding a camera all the time - trying to freeze every moment. I'll keep you updated ;)

image via funambula
via effizzy

20 questions. i'm bored...why not?!

1. When you were a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A mommy, A singer, A ballet dancer... lol

2. What have you done in the past week to help someone else?
Umm, research for a friend's thesis...sheeesh!

3. Who is the best-dressed person you know?
hmm, my friends are pretty good dressers...can't choose right now.

4. What is on your nightstand?
Ipod speakers (i don't use anymore), a flower vase w/ dried roses, cards, and a lamp

5. If you were a cat, what kind of a cat would you be?
I don’t know cat breeds.

6. If you lived in a house surrounded by acres of trees, what particular type of tree would you want flourishing on your land?
Palm trees :)

7. What do you find to be very overrated?
getting "wasted", girl fights...

8. How many email addresses do you have?
Five...and somehow i use them all :$

9. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yuuup... c'est la vie

10. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Football (American or Soccer)... i don't even understand baseball!

11. What is the wallpaper on your phone?

a silly face :$

12. Name a lyric from the song you’re listening to.
"You was always the cheerleader of my dreams" (knock you down - keri hilson feat. kanye & Ne-Yo)

13. Do you use a feed reader?
Nope

14. What chocolate do you always leave in the box?
Chocolates w/ fruit (any kind of fruit)

15. What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
I'd wish him well.

16. Do words hurt you?
Yup... depends on whose words though...

17. Are you a talker or a listener? Is it ever possible to really be both?
Both...it's possible...depends though :)

18. Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Evening...

19. Who is your favorite professional athlete?
Kobe

20. Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
The Office (British & American), Coupling (British)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

life & change...

"i may still not know what i want to be when i grow up, but i do know that someday i want to live in a house filled with my books and travel souvenirs. and the walls that aren’t covered in bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family and friends. when i leave the house i will be going to a job i love, and i’ll return to a person i love. so, that’s the dream i’m working on."
— Amber Morley (via robot-heart) (via thoughtsdetained) (via notsharon) (via cassieeb) (via flummoxedbird)

I used to feel like I needed some grand plan for my future with set dates and set goals, and every time something seemed to threaten some kind of change in my life, i'd get all shook up about it and fight it. Until it finally dawned on me that I'll never have it ALL figured out and it's okay to take things one day at a time, as long as I'm working hard each day towards being a better me. This is not to say that I don't kinda see my future a certain way already, or to say that i haven't made any plans already - cause i have, but it's simply to say that I'm not afraid of things going slightly differently from my "plan" as long as I'm surrounded by the people and the things that I love, and I don't lose sight of what's really important in life.